caitywebbstack:

New Years Eve. Well theres only 5 minutes left of 2009 and tbh i’ll be glad to see the back of it. We’ve lost too much and hurt too much. 2010 will be our year. No more hurt, no more fear.

This year its all going to change. I’m not going to be the same person i’ve been. No more letting people walk all over me. No more putting myself down. I’ll have self confidence. I’m holding onto the things and people I love with all i’ve got, i’ve lost too many of them already.

So long 2009. Hello 2010, you’ll be my year. God knows I deserve it.

 This’ll be the year I have no reason to write these secret blogs only 2 people that I know of read. I’ll have no reason to write those stupid lines and poems. Lets face it they’ll never mean anything to anybody but me anyways. I hope I can neglect this blog this year I dont want to feel the need to come on here and let out all the pain and anger I feel. That won’t exist this year. I won’t let it. Happy new year.