December 2009
75 posts
Yeah this'll be my year.
caitywebbstack:
New Years Eve. Well theres only 5 minutes left of 2009 and tbh i’ll be glad to see the back of it. We’ve lost too much and hurt too much. 2010 will be our year. No more hurt, no more fear.
This year its all going to change. I’m not going to be the same person i’ve been. No more letting people walk all over me. No more putting myself down. I’ll have self confidence. I’m holding...
13938.) I don't want to wait anymore. I want to be...
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Well now i'm told that this is life and pain is...
I wish that I had confidence. I wish one day I could enter a talent show or Something and sing and not be so freakin nervous That I sound like shit or completely freak out and Forget the words to a song i’ve been singing to Myself for years or lose my voice all together.
I want to be able to do what i’m good at. There isn’t much that I am good at and the One thing I can do I...
13658.) i don't know what to do with myself.
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13664.) I am secretly afraid that I will always be...
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13667.) I wasn't there from the beginning. But...
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13675.) I always wonder what you're thinking.
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13695.) I would never date you again. If you think...
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13722.) I am so sick of being the joke. Fuck off.
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13723.) I miss being your friend so damn much. I'm...
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Somtimes I swear you could have written the ones like this. Especially this one I found once that was written exactly how you would have written it. But thats just me being hopefull. Hoping that I had some impact on you. That maybe somewhere under all that hate and anger theres still a shred of me left in you. Pathetic right?
13491.) You make me so fucking mad.
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13497.) I used to think you were different from...
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13515.) You have this funny way of making me feel...
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But I knew, she was jealous from the start.
Remember how we used to stay up and wait for your dad to wake up and get ready for work? As soon as we heard the alarm we’d race across the room, turn off the light, run back into bed and pretend we were asleep. Then when he left we’d get up, get some milo cerial and watch some early morning T.V. Most of the time we’d fall asleep again on the couch, but we always tried to stay...
Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.
I don’t mind you talking to me about girls. Some might find it weird that you do but whatever, it isn’t. But tonight when you were telling me about that one girl, the one who screwed you around and then you said “Now she likes my best friend” I felt like saying, “Yeah I know how that goes” so badly. Why can’t I hurt you? Why can I not blame you for...
Light up, light up, as if you have a choice.
So when you’re young you plan out your life, you’ve got it all firgured out and everythings perfect. You never envision all the pain though. Maybe thats because you’re so young you don’t know of pain or loss yet. I wish life was as simple as it was back then. Back when pain didn’t exist, only in the form of physical injury. You can never imagine the bad things that...
13222.) I have to tell myself theres nothing wrong...
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13285.) I hate everything about you. I hate who...
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I hate the person you have become. I miss the person you once were.
13281.) I come here to blogsecret, and i imagine...
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For you i'd bleed myself dry.
Wanna know the reason I unblocked you? I’m not gunna lie, at first the intention was to tell you how much I hate you for what you did, but then I realised, I don’t care anymore. I hate you so much for doing it and making me feel the way I did but I could never tell you that. The truth is, I am over you. You don’t mean anything to me anymore but I guess I kinda missed talking to...
Your skin and bones, turn into somthing beautiful.
I hate you sometimes, I honestly do. You act like its the end of the world when something so stupid as that happens.I cant even count on my fingers the amount of times you’ve done the exact same thing to people. Stop being so selfish, think about others for once. If you only knew. Compared to us, your life is perfect. Seriously what do you have to worry you? Just stop. No one wants to hear...
Just wearing black won't take care of that, don't...
I’m not sure of what I want right now but the one thing I am sure of is that I dont want another fling. It has to mean something next time. If you could tell me one reason, just one, not 5 or 10, one reason you want to be with me or like me that was more than just because I think you’re beautiful, i’d be with you in a heartbeat. I want to mean something to someone, like really...
13033.) I love you, but I don't. I don't know what...
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I really dont know what I want.
13048.) If you asked me I'd say yes, it's too bad...
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13054.) I let you back in. i knew i should have...
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I could never trust you again, I hope you realise that.
13068.) You tease me, insult every area of my...
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I’m glad I put an end to it, God knows how much more I could have taken.
Say you'll stay, don't come and go like you do.
OMG just remembered the most stupid thing she said to me once. These are the things i’ll never miss.
So at the time I had bunk beds and she was on the top and I was on the bottom and she threw something off and it hit my guitar, from there the convo went something like this:
Me: Be carefull that’s expensive Her: Why would I it’s not like it’s important. How much was it?...
♫ Stacey's mom, has got it going on-
eztc:
Reblog if you just sang the rest of it
things bart writes on the chalkboard
paoladalia:
rattlingbones:
I will not defame New Orleans
I will not waste chalk
I will not skateboard in the hall
I will not burp in class
I will not instigate a revolution
I will not draw naked ladies in class
I did not see Elvis
I will not call my teacher ‘Hot Cakes’
Garlic gum is not funny
They are laughing at me, not with me
I will not yell “fire” in a crowded classroom
I will...
Yesterday's done there's no return, And she cries...
Sometimes i doubt whether I ever meant anything to her or not. I’m reading some old emails I had saved and I realised, yeah I must have. But the sad thing is, you only seem to have ever told me that I mattered after we had a fight but then a few weeks later you’d be back to the bitching and teasing. I hate who you’ve become, you weren’t always like that.
I have no idea...
Cheatah Woods
eztc:
;)
Haha I get it :)
So take my hands and come with me, We will change...
I don’t know how to feel. My grandad and uncle both have cancer. My uncle must be pretty sick ‘cause my dad flew over there to see him. I’m upset because they’re my family but tbh I don’t know them, the last time I saw them was when I was 3 and my grandad won’t even remember me, he doesn’t remember my aunty and she vists him every week. Is it okay for me...
This is the story of a girl, who cried a river and...
Can’t sleep, but not because I dont want to, i’m soooo tired. Can’t sleep beacuse when I lay still I can’t help but think and I have too many things to think about and most nights I end up almost not sleeping at all, I sleep really lightly and when i finaly do get to sleep end up waking up 10 minutes after and not being able to get back to sleep. I hate it. I’m so...
